FML! :xWell, I should blog bah. Let's talk about my life now. Hmmm were okay. Exams, just suck's! Study soo hard but still don't have confident to do and i think fail le bah. Basketball deproving, don't know why don't have the feeling to play le. Haiss, i stop here bah. Bb
Missing you @ 8/28/2010 05:16:00 PM
Woooo I'm back since many many daysI feel damn bored. But who tell me don't go out. I tired too. It's okay because I am messaging someone right now. My life was alrights and I happy with it. Hope it continue this way... Basketball was fine too. Just write write bah. Nothing to write le. Bye!
Missing you @ 7/18/2010 05:08:00 PM
Almost gone mad!!I'm here again, You should know why. Haha. I really very bored la. For the past few days, Had lots of trainings and matches, that's why never post anything here. Well, I suddenly feel i lost some part of myself, "Focus and concentration"! I don't have any idea why... Because of this person, I somehow lose it. I tried my best not to think so much but i still can't make it. Haiz, maybe just forget it bah.
Talk about today then. Suppose to have match tonight, but suddenly postponed to tomorrow because of the rain. The floor was wet, so cannot play. Had breakfast with junrong and went home as no where to go. Played blackshot for almost the whole day, Killed time but tired. Went to rest awhile, and going out soon. Ate dinner with jiahao around 8 plus and went tm afterwards. Walk around tm... When we going home, we gone toilet and do something retarded. Jiahao plan to lock all the toilet doors by coin. LOL!! As these is no one inside, So we lock all the doors. I feel sad after doing this, but quite funny la. Well, After today the doors will be unlock by the cleaner. Hmmm want blame also blame him la. Not me! )": After that, went home. Now, just finish bathing. Using facebook while waiting for my hair to dry. Lalala, Changhao: Why my life so bored one?! Someone: Because you had nothing to do, So yea go die! Okay, I'm going sleep now. Good night's ppl, bye. (:
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Missing you @ 6/08/2010 11:51:00 PM
Not even one day...Hi, I'm back, it's looked like my blog is dead, Haha. Life is totally bored for me now. It's not even one whole day, I just missed her already?!! OMG that's was pretty fast. Trying to control my mind now. Okay change topic, hmmm about basketball? Have training, 2.30 in school. Not feeling alright but still can train. During training, Mr tan asked us to fly, to try touch the Basketball board, but can say long jump plus high jump bah... Around the 3 point line for 10 mins, Left and right side. After that at the middle line, Quite far uh. Then with a ball and need to score for it. Wth, damn tired la. Most of them complaint that their legs were pain including me. I'm almost sprain my ankle! After training, went to eat with Andy. After that he need to go for match to play for tagawa, Jiayou then. I lazy to go as my leg was quite pain, So went home. Now sitting infront of this computer doing nothing. Don't feel like walking cause of my legs, Well i shall sleep early. Hope my days can pass very quickly, So i won't be bored again. Haha (: Okay nothing to talk about le. If i'm damn bored, you will see me here again posting something. Bye everyone~
Missing you @ 6/04/2010 08:12:00 PM
Teach me to let go..Teach me to stop caring
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying
When I see you there with her
Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be
Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day
Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast.
Missing you @ 5/22/2010 09:41:00 AM
You seem not to care...I lost something. A very important part of me. The worst part is that I probably never had it. She came into my life a cool breeze. Everyone knows that you can't catch air. But I'm a fool and yes I tried. And just when I thought I will had her, she slipped right through my fingers after i confess to her, like Air. If I close my eyes, I can still feel her around me. Keep on my mind. I replay that moment every time I blink. Maybe she still don't know that i saying all this to her. And i don't want make it so obvious and not hurting her at all. I just making myself sad thinking of others negative things that not suppose to think of. I didn't blame her at all, Just a little wish that she can care abit... I really don't know what to do now. Soon my body gets weak, my heart beats faster then usually. I'm suck in a zone, a zone where I am lost in love. Lost in love with a person who doesn't even know I exist. Love is so blind that she doesn't even notice the signs. She doesn't notice how much I think about her from time to time. She doesn't notice how much I want her to be mine. Will she ever know, only time could tell, Girl, if she only knew how I feel...
Missing you @ 5/18/2010 07:29:00 AM
Just friends?I love you more every day, My name I long for you to say. Do you know just how I feel? Do you know this love is real? Sometimes I wonder what you think. When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink? Do you dream about me every night? Do you think we're meant to be together forever, you and me? These are the questions that run through my mind, But I know it won't happen. Your way into my heart, you did find. It drives me crazy as to what I should do, Should I risk a friendship and confess to you? Or should I keep my feelings inside, Keep them locked up, let them hide? I just don't know what to do anymore, My heart it aches, my heart it's sore. I love you more than you could know, And I don't want to ever let you go. So even if we are just a friend, I'll always love you until the end.
This Lie's become a part of me for months, I've played this game. Acting like it doesn't hurt each time I hear her name, Ignoring what's inside of me, Pretending I've moved on. As if the feelings I once had for her are somehow gone. Spending each and every day with happiness and laughs, Forgetting all my pains. But when I told myself stop thinking of her, I just couldn't catch my breath, When suddenly it hit me as the tears started to flow that even after all this time... I just can't let her go.. I really hate this feelings. Fuck!!!
Missing you @ 5/16/2010 12:54:00 PM
Sometimes people just don't understand..I told myself to gave up on you already, But i really can't. Am i suppose to lose a friend because of this? I don't want to, but since there's no point talking to each other when i have the feeling of forcing you, disturbing you or something, let it be. I will understand... Actually the person i wrote was you, but you can choose not to care about it. Do you know what it feels like to be left behind? Losing you in such a little time. I try not to worry since i know you gonna left sooner or later but it's hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts. It's hard to hide behind this frown, when on the inside you're on the verge of a breakdown. I've lost you that meant the world to me. All I have left of these was memories, Shortly? You have no idea how badly I want you back. The pain of losing will never go away. I'm tired of feeling like this everyday. I feel like I no longer belong. I fake my happiness to show nothings wrong. But everything were seem to be so bad. I have to do this, there's totally no fate, So yea.. bye
Missing you @ 5/14/2010 09:00:00 PM
Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so I might as well be happy.The truth I already told you, but you seem not to care about it. I know I being self hearted for liking you but I can't control my heart to beat for you. I shall stop it, But i really can't. It is not your fault, I didn't blame you for anything. Only hope to being close to you, but you just getting far away, I think? I really don't know what to do now. Feeling shag all day long.
It's like it never goes away as it explains all of my love and pain. Do you think it will ever go away ? If it does I wonder what will happen maybe a rainbow will appear and all of my pain will disappear . Or maybe the love of my life will come knocking at my door. But until, that beautiful rainbow of my love appears, My life is shadowed by the pain and a windowsill covered by the rain.
Missing you @ 5/12/2010 11:34:00 PM
How i hope my wish will really come true.. )":So do that come true? Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections. Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's what's in the middle that counts. So, when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will, i think?
You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true. Haixz
Missing you @ 5/11/2010 05:03:00 PM
