Day by Day with no moodThis few days happened alot of thing that I can't afford to take it. But its already happened. Try to cheer myself up. Thanks to people that cheering me up, I appreciate it. Hm mm.. Have friendly later with Ngee Ann. Coach was angry with us, Hope team can play well. Jiayous!
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, or hug... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death. I am alone, so alone. I hurt, so badly. I am ignored, and just thrown aside. I am security, for others to have. I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain and I cry, hope is gone. I am alone, and no one knows. (What i wrote here, is just my feeling. I don't need people to care about me. But thanks to people that do so)
Missing you @ 12/30/2009 10:26:00 AM
LOSE! )":Back! No time to online. Have basketball matches and training. Damn tired. During the night, Can't sleep so early then watch tv until very late, then went to sleep about 3 plus. Hmmm... About the match today. Lose by 1 point! )": Vs Home united. Haix what a waste. Probably we out already. Next match, on Thursday, Vs Minyi. Coach's said, If we win this match against them, They will counted us in 4th place. Everything had been done, Can't change, So Just work hard and play well for next year. Jiayous team! Don't give up! We can do it! >.< For our seniors Tagawa(blue), Had been playing so well and trashing other team's, Hope they will go into the final. Haha jiayous then. (: Tomorrow have training in school at 2pm. Lazy to go, But still must go. Tired too! :x Maybe tonight sleep earlier. So bored at home now, Nothing to do at all. Maybe Find time and meet friends to have fun, Watch movies. (: Hahahaha. Okay nothing to say le, Good night every ones. Bye.
Missing you @ 12/07/2009 10:26:00 PM
Will post it tmr. LAzy to post now. Bye! (:
Missing you @ 12/06/2009 01:46:00 AM
So what's next? (Telling everything's out)-Talk about today match. Vs T-net club, Bukit merah. Lose by 4 points. Because of me, Too solo le. Last quarter, was draw. I shoot one 3 pointer then never scored. Our defence sucks, then alot of turnover. Sorry team. Next match on Thursday, Vs Hwa Chong, Hope we really win this important match then go 3rd round. Jiayous! Okokay bye. >.<
-What happened to our love? It used to be so bright, Loving, laughing, caring. Then soon caught the night. You were my one and only love. I Cared for you very much, and I know you too. Then something happened. I never felt so desperate before cause everyone forcing me. But now, I try to forget you And try not to think about before. I love you so much. It just hurts to ponder now. Everything I have, Is because of you. Everything I bought, Was because of you. I just love you so much. I'm scared to lose you. I don't really want to say goodbye. I don't really want to leave you. But now I have to go away, and Stay away from you forever. What we had was something special. Deep down from our hearts, But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart. I'm sorry. )':
-In the end, I don't know what to feel. My Heart is dead, Mind confused and I Don't know what to do. Feel sad for many reasons and Can't handle it all. And Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past. Do you all think about that before? O.o
-I thought I finally received a break. Only to see the sun fall. My eyes will not see what they longed to see, and My lips will not taste what they longed to taste. Why does life have to be like this. Full of hatred and pain, Instead of joy and bliss?! =(
Missing you @ 12/02/2009 12:38:00 AM
